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Assalamualaikum :)
Hari ney aku nak share a love story dgn korang,, ahaakkzz,, don't too excited sayang2 ku.. This is not a happy love story but sebaliknyerr..:'(
maybe, tidak lah sesedih mane tapi korang hayati this story and then take the lessons okay..

"Cerita nyerr bemula when a girl , amy ( not real name ) started her new world in secondary school and amy start kenal a guy after pertandingan merentas desa kat sekolah dy at that time.. cm ne ley kenal ?? hurmm,, sebenarnye time tu,, dy teman membe dy gi sekolah nak kol parent bcoz public phone kat ostel tu ranap sebab ramai sgt yg gune kot,, hikhikhik.. Nak dijadikan cite that guy duduk atas tangga sorang2 menghadap kew public phone sekolah tu.. amy and her frriend saw him but they just ignored him.. mcm xde pape jew berlaku kan.. Actually,, amy still x perasan,, that guy adalah orang yg sama yang si amy ney berkenan sgt tgk time dy lunch kat dining hall td.. time tu,, that guy wore fully white clothes.. tu si amy berkenan sgt tgk,, katenyerr suci jew tgk serba serbi white in colour,, hehe.. back to the previous story,, ha,, si amy neyy kalau dahh start mengarot mmg org sume around her,, dy wat dekk jew.. Galok sakan larr kate owg phg,, hehe.. that guy tu ralit tgk kew perangai si amy tu,, smpai xsedar mmbe dy pulak da perasan yg dy dok tgk kew si amy tuhh.. hehehe,, lawak jew time tu sebenarnyerr.. that guy actually malu nak tegur si amy tuh,, tp mmbe dy yg da phm sgt perangai dy teros tegur amy.. cakap yg that guy, eril (bkn nama sebenar) nak berkenalan ngan si amy tuhh.. pew ag,, bkn xtaw perangai si amy tu,, bkn tw nak cover2 cket,, on the spot dy pndg si eril tuhh.. bg amy,, dy xksh,, kwn2 jew pon kan.. Start dari hari tu,, tiap2 ari si dak eril tu dok kirim2 salam kew amy.. tp masalahnye ,, si eril tu pemalu sgt,, kalau terserempak dgn si amy tu,, x dy lari,, dy tunduk jew pndg lantai agaknyerr time tu,, dy ag sanggop tgk lantai dr muka si amy tu kot.. ish ish

Lebih kurang 1 bulan diorang saling mengenali melalui phone.. Si eril tuhh dah pandai berjiwang pulak nak pikat aty si amy tuh.. Dlm tempoh tu jugak,, amy sebenarnyerr da tertarik dgn keperibadian si eril tu,, just amy saje wat2 jual mahal,, hehe..
Akhir bln 3,, amy sambut salam kasih dari eril.. betol larhh kate orang,, dalam tempoh 3 bln percintaan diorang sume nyerr indah belake ,, tapi ble dah masuk bln kew 4 , 5 sume nyerrr serba x kena.. ada jew sebab boleh nak dijadikan bahan gadoh.. sebenarnyerr,, sikap si eril yg agak 'KING CONTROL' tu yg menyebabkan amy rimas.. and si amy ney pulak,, type yg suka free ,, xsuka orang control hidop dy,, dy cepat bosan.. da larhh,, masing2 baru first love,, xde pengalaman larr katekan..

Namun , dalam rimas + bosan, diadunkan pulak dgn babak2 air mata dlm hubungan diorang tu,, diam xdiam setahun juga hubungan diorang tu.. amy sebenarnyerr dah tawar aty sgt2 dgn sikap 'KING CONTROL' si eril tu,, mcm x cye si amy tu jew gaye nyerr...bsesi berperang mulut, emosi and etc,, teros berlngsung sampai hubungan diorang genap stahun 3 bulan,, si amy yg x tahan tuh,, puas maki hamun + kata2 kesat dilemparkan kpd eril, tp eril ttp sabar kerana rase syg yg mendalam,, xpernah sekali pon eril tu keluarkan kata2 kesat kpd amy,, maybe sebab dy jauh lebih mature drp si amy tuhh .. Dalam keterpaksaan eril lepaskan amy and mereka janji akan sambung after amy abeskan spm nyerr..

Eril hny tggu tp siapa sangka si amy ad kapel ngan orang lain,, hancur luluh aty eril ble hal tuhh and lagi remuk aty eril ble amy suruh lupekan sume janji yg mereka pernah pasang dulu.. tegarnyerr aty amy hancur kan aty orang yg tulus menyayangi and sanggop menerima dirinya seadanya.. tapi demi melihat insan tersayang happy,, eril sanggop beralah.. dy hny mendoakan dari jauh jew..

4 tahun berlalu,, amy dapat smbung blaja at ipt.. tapi aty nyerr sering diulit sunyi dan rindu pd seseorang.. baru kini dy sedar,, tiada sesiapa yg mmpu memahami and tahan dgn tingkahnyerr melainkan si eril seorang.. dy xberani nak contact eril semula sbb dy taw eril mgkin dah terlalu membencinyerr .. dy takot di'reject' oleh eril.. Eril mgkn dah happy dgn kekasih haty nyerr yg memahami dan tulus menghargainyerr.. amy hny mampu merindu dari jaoh.. dy menyesal yg teramat sgtsbb pernah 'halau' eril dari hidopnya,, tapi kini,, dy seolah2 berharap cinta mereka berdua kmbali sirna.. "

Tergantung kan cte ney.. Wallahullam.. Hny Dia mengetahui apa pengakhiran love story ney,, bersatu @ x ..Harap u all amek pengajaran dr cte ney..Jgn mengulangi kesilapan si amy tuhh k :)

p/s : Hargai cinta yg hadir dalam hidup anda kerana kebarangkalian untuk anda merasai nikmat kasih sayang yg sam mungkin tipis.. Love is not a pressure but u can't force your heart to neglect easier your feeling towards him.. That's all for today.. :)

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Assalamualaikum ^__^
I want to share this topic with all of you :) Ada orang kata harapan usually akan tinggal harapan sahaja.
Tapi betol ke ?
Actually, it depends on the individual whether they really wants to fulfill their hope or not.
For me , without any effort to realize the hope, there will nothing becomes the true..
Logically , is there anyone will success in their life without learning anything about 'LIFE' ?
I don't think so..
So, the only one can make our hope become real and not only a dream at all is 'OURSELF'.
The future is on our hands ! Grow up friends ! Only us can decide what we WANT , what we NEED and what is the BEST for our life !

LOVE YOUR SELF FIRST BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE ...