Heyy...It's me..Eiyka...

ohhh.... 4 monthzzzz .... =_=''

Saturday, 8 December 2012

Assalamualaikum ....

hye... i'm active back.. emmm... maybe kot.. ngee ~~..
so, uoll's mesti ~~duguen duguen~~ .... (wondering)

4 MONTH ???
what the .. ?? hehe...

yeahhh... for almost 4 month and a half...
i've been left... !!

ni laaa mamat yg tinggal ika :'(

uwaaaa ... uwaaaa... :'(
so saddd -___-'' ..... emmmmm...
every night confirm buat sesi cuci mata...
buat drama tengah2 malam..
time sume dah berdngkorrr ! bak kte johan.. huhu
time tu lahh the best time to throw away everything..
all emotions.. sad,, mad,, empty...
mixed up in just ONE NIGHT !!
pathetic ?? maybe...
huh !!!
it's totally killing me.... :'(
but i'll make sure, the next day i wake up with a bright smile
and keep laughing and laughing.. ^___^

tapi tulaahhh kan... it's normal thing...
adat la...
even laki bini pon kdg2 tpksa pisah demi kepentingan their future..
am i right ??
ni pulakk xde ikatan yg sah lagi..
so,, i've tried to let him go for our sake..
bukan dia pergi enjoy or merewang ke mane pongg...

seriously,, i'm dying without him...
no phone call ! no texting ! oh mannn..
~~9 MONTH !!~~
for almost every night...
his voice yg teman hari2 ku...cewahhh..
terjiwengs la pulek..
it's fact !
bila tibe2 je dia xde...
seems like parts of my soul flied away... -.-'

ika & yen.

by the way.. i'm happy because i have my friends with me all the time..
and credit to my good listener @ newbies in my friend's list..
thanks girlzz.. i'm really appreciate that..
and also i've my parents who always support me :')
ibu n abah... kak long x akan down sampai lupe t/jawab utk banggakan ibu abah... kak long taw.. kak long byk buat dosa dgn ibu abah
i'll try my best for both of u..
sebelom hadirnya dia dlm hidup kak long, i only have u both..
so,, kak long xkan lupe, never forget ibu n abah's dreams..
i'll do everything, study much harder than before, so that u both gonna proud of me as ur daughter..

my love... my heart

:: I leave everything to Allah... He Knows what the BEST for us.. Just pray and redha..WHEREVER we go, if it is written that he created for me... InsyaAllah, he will be mine.. :)

And also i'm always pray for the best for him and our relationship..

AMINNN....

p/s--> syg, i'm always love u and waiting for u no matter what.. InsyaAllah.. ada hikmah di sebalik dugaan utk kite ni syg..

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PERPISAHAN TANPA DIDUGA..... :'(

Wednesday, 8 August 2012

SETIAP PERTEMUAN PASTI ADA PERPISAHAN...

SUDAH JADI LUMRAH KEHIDUPAN..

ITU JUGA YG DIJANJIKAN ALLAH S.W.T...

SETIAP YG BERNYAWA PASTI AKAN MENEMPUH KEMATIAN...

Nauzubillah..

SAHABAT,

tika kami semua bergembira,, kau begelut dgn kesakitan,

tika kami sibuk mngejar urusan dunia , kau menyiapkan dirimu utk mhadapi Penciptamu,

kau rela menanggung kesakitanmu seorang diri,

tanpa menyusahkan hati sesiapa,

tangisan si ibu tidak mampu mngubah perjanjianmu dgn Yang Maha Esa,

kedukaan sang ayahm tidak mampu mhalang malaikat maut manarik nyawamu..

DUHAI TEMAN,

pemergianmu menyentak ketenangan kami,

menggigil tubuh ini kala mdengar pengkhabaran tentangmu,

sungguh, demi tuhan,aku xterniat menolak ketentuan tuhan,,

tapi terasa lemah dan berat untuk menerima hakikat,

terasa masih segar sagala memori dgnmu,

hilai tawamu, senyummu, tangisanmu,suaramu,kenakalanmu,

masih berlegar2 d bayangan ku ni..

YA ALLAH, YA RABB..

TEMPATKAN SAHABAT HAMBA NURUL AIN BT ZAKARIA ini

DALAM KALANGAN HAMBAMU YG BERIMAN,

CUCURI RAHMAT KE ATAS ROHNYA..

AMINN...

AIN,

kaulah teman kaulah sahabat,

xku duga pemergianmu ke rahmatullah seawal ini,

ketahuilah wahai sahabat,

dirimu tiada pengganti,

kau tetap kukuh di hati kami semua..

insyaAllah..

bersemadilah dgn aman..

kami sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraanmu di sana..

p/s: sementara masih ada kesempatan.. bertaubatlah.. kematian tidak menunggu walaupun sesaat.. jika telah ditentukan, kita juga akan dijemputNya... dr mana kita berasal, di situ juga tempat kita akn kembali, ingatan utk dri sendri juga ...

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Wednesday, 1 August 2012

salam..

da lame rasanya xpost any entry.. agak2 dah berhabuk aku punye blog ney kannnn.. hee :)

well,, any interesting issue ?? hurmm ,, as usual,, nowadays people keep talking about getting married early... hehe.. aku pon haruslah x ketinggalan.. sape xnak weyhh kawen awal ,, tapi ble fikir pasal responsibilities and commitment,, xsanggop la sy...

alhamdulillah,, i'm happy with my new life.. rasa macam mati hidop smula pon ada,, thanks to God because giving me another chance to keep alive in good and harmony conditions without anything yg bolehh buat kepala aku senak memikirkan masalah..( biasalah masalah yg cari sendri,, nasib badann)

alhamdulilah, aku dah cukup bahagia dgn seorang anak pak engku ney ha,, adatlah gadoh2 manja tu biasalah... tu yg menambahkan colorful in our relationship sebenarnye.. credit to him EMN, yg sudi terima segala kekurangan dri sy.. thanks because awak terima sy seadanya walaupun awk dah tw segala kekurangan yg ada.. i love when u said "syg,, there's nobody perfect in this world.. past is past.. sy nak bersama awk yg skrg bkn awk yg dlu".. hehe.. love u la syg..

and farewell to deymm ASQ and my black life... aku cket pon x rasa kecewa bila aku wat keputusan untuk tinggalkan sume tu,, otherwise, i'm glad because aku dah x jadi manusia bodoh yg mharapkan cinta dr orang yg hny taw nyusahkan aku and xpenah appreciate aku.. well,, aku kan bank bgerak,, when there's no useful orang boleh campak aku ble2 mase jew lah.. semoga kau berbahagia lah dgn hidop kau.. aku x ingin ada pape dah kaitan ngan kau.. seeing u with someone else never make me upset la, even lagi hot dr aku skalipon,, tp based on your lifestyle,, even kau dpt girl secantik mane pon, tapi hidop kau x berubah,, dok tang tu gak and keep making mistakes smpai kau lupa Allah tu ada,, fikir2lah dan selamat beramal.. lgpon kau dah cukup akil baligh nak fikir sume tu~~~ kau nak reka cte yg aku ney xsetia or whatever lahh,, aku xheran pon,, ske aty kau lahh,, but the fact is,, we knew the truth kan.. (cepat2 cket pay all your debts, aku pon bkn anak menteri ad byk dwet)..

hambekk kau,, da lame x ngarot,, aku rasa puas dapat luahkan segala terbuku dlm hati aku..doakan aku dpt better pointer this sem..and make my parents proud.. for those yg ada dgn aku susah n senang aku,, and for those yg dpt terima baik n buruk aku,, thanks a lot guys.. only Allah yg dpt balas segala jasa koranngg.. love u guys :)

enough ika.. da ley stop kot.. later on kt smbg k .. sekian,, hehe :)