Assalamualaikum...
already 1 month x update entry, busy sgt kot.. i guess ?
biasalah student kan...
this sem pulak quite tough !
need to give full concentrate, effort, and throw away the laziness,, hee ^__^
Hurmmm,, whatever it is, FOCUS and AIM the goaL !
Many things to do, A lot of TEST to focus on, and time tulahh jugak various type of problems came up ! urghhh.... so sick !
UNFAITHFUL !!!
i guess so !!
kenapalah, time dia xde ni lahh,, everything revealed ! huh ~~
frustrated ! disappointed ! hate ! love !
He told me to trust him, being honest to him, wait for him,
and, he told me that he loves me so much !
but, he cheated ! not being honest to me !
should i trust him for a second time,
nop ! for the third time !
it's killing me !!
do u have any idea how much i've been cried !
what i've been through all the pain !
i don't know, what's gonna happen, when u come back...
our story will survive or will be a history...
People keep saying, be strong !
Think Positive !
but they couldn't see, how struggle i am to keep my the belief..
they also couldn't see my tears -__-'
It's already 1 month...
He didn't give a call...
12.12.12
last unique date for this century !
that is the first and the last call maybe...
do u know how much i miss u Engku Mohd Nazren !
it makes me crazy , okay !
keep thinking about u...
don't u miss me ??
But, when i'm thinking rationally, it was a UJIAN from Him.. Dia nak uji setakat mana aku mampu bertahan, sejauh mana aku memerlukan Dia..
It's true, i'm totally dying dgn segala yg jadi..
Tapi bila mengadu padaNya, what such a MIRACLE, tenang !
Rupanya, terlalu jauh aku drpNya, alpa dgn kewujudan Dia...
Thanks Allah, I was able to survive today, just because of You.. ♥
I leave everything to You because You are the only one know the BEST for me...
Istikharah Cinta ♥ ♥
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Bersaksi cinta diatas cinta
Dalam alunan tasbih ku ini
Menerka hati yang tersembunyi
Berteman dimalam sunyi penuh doa
Sebut nama Mu terukir merdu
Tertulis dalam sajadah cinta
Tetapkan pilihan sebagai teman
Kekal abadi hingga akhir zaman
Istikharah cinta memanggilku
Memohon petunjukMu
satu nama teman setia
Naluriku berkata
Dipenantian luahan rasa
Teguh satu pilihan
Pemenuh separuh nafasku
Dalam mahabbah rindu
Istikharah cinta memanggilku
Memohon petunjukMu
satu nama teman setia
Naluriku berkata
Dipenantian luahan rasa
Teguh satu pilihan
Pemenuh separuh nafasku
Dalam mahabbah rindu
Diistikharah cinta
# ketawa dalam menangis, menangis dalam ketawa itu adalah fitrah Hati bg kita manusia... ^__^
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